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Blech! again
Sep. 16th, 2003 09:07 pmSo much for my impeccable attendance at work since mid-May. Yesterday I got to writhe at home in agony. I would have gone to work if I could walk, if only to hit up the medics for painkillers, but I haven't had that much trouble moving in years. Today I felt slightly better but not well enough to go in. I damn well better feel good enough to move tomorrow - the amount of shit I'll be in with the new HR sickness policy is a minor point compared to the fact that the department was on the brink of imploding when I left on Friday.
I hate it when I feel like this - most of the time I can pretend to be a normal person who's just overworked and exhausted. Days like this I have to admit there's a fairly substantial degree of disability going on, and that things like nursing college may not be feasible.
Having said that, I started to feel crappy just before my birthday, so I've managed to keep going (for some values of "keep going") for an extra month before collapsing. Now I just need to keep it together until Whitby. Plus put together display & stuff for Whitby.
I was hoping to make it to Dark Trix on Saturday with Cavey Nik guest DJing (seeing as I can't make it to D&B) but that is obviously not going to happen now.
One thing I really do want to do, is see the Tibetan art exhibition at the Ashmolean in Oxford (and indeed the rest of the Ashmolean) before it finshes on the 5th of October.
I hate it when I feel like this - most of the time I can pretend to be a normal person who's just overworked and exhausted. Days like this I have to admit there's a fairly substantial degree of disability going on, and that things like nursing college may not be feasible.
Having said that, I started to feel crappy just before my birthday, so I've managed to keep going (for some values of "keep going") for an extra month before collapsing. Now I just need to keep it together until Whitby. Plus put together display & stuff for Whitby.
I was hoping to make it to Dark Trix on Saturday with Cavey Nik guest DJing (seeing as I can't make it to D&B) but that is obviously not going to happen now.
One thing I really do want to do, is see the Tibetan art exhibition at the Ashmolean in Oxford (and indeed the rest of the Ashmolean) before it finshes on the 5th of October.
