This has been the biggest waste of a week I've had in a while. I entirely blame the weather - neither the wind nor the rain have stopped for more than a couple of hours for a week now, and we're due for a bit of a break, maybe, on Tuesday, then back to more of the same. I really would like to see the sun. If it doesn't get light at all, I just don't wake up. And with the wind, it means that I have to expend twice as much energy as usual, which I don't have, to do basic things like walk to the bus stop.
Actual socialising was supposed to happen last night, but I was just not up to leaving the house. I hate it when that happens - just makes the negative spiral all the worse. If I wasn't still being paid by the hour I might have taken the chance and gone out and let it flatten me for three days, but as long as I have no sick pay I can't afford to do that.
I've been worse, but there's so many things I want to do, but I just can't. :-(
Actual socialising was supposed to happen last night, but I was just not up to leaving the house. I hate it when that happens - just makes the negative spiral all the worse. If I wasn't still being paid by the hour I might have taken the chance and gone out and let it flatten me for three days, but as long as I have no sick pay I can't afford to do that.
I've been worse, but there's so many things I want to do, but I just can't. :-(
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